how can you sit and stare?
im drowning in a pool of blood, sweat, and tears that you left me in begging for help.
with a mouth full of pride its so hard to get the screams out.
you're letting go of every single fucking word that you said.
my heart's a sinking ship.
this hole im in, its an endless pit.
my lugs are caving in.
and my heart is on my skin.
how could you watch me cringe with your every whim.
faithless, thats all you ever though of me.
im nothing more than an empty shell of the man that you used to see.
of who you used to see.
this water is my grave to which you lay me in.
its oddly comforting to know that the pain will go away.
why is it the hands that pull me up, are the same ones that hold me down?
so here's my final request, remember me for what i was, not what i am.
released February 23, 2015
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